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Rodin's Baudelaire The walls are bone white, corners obtuse angles leading the curious visitor from the heart of the room. Depicted atrocities hang by wires on golden hooks. A noseless black face dreams its perfect teeth. Metal faces bent to bulge bone and eye exaggerate anatomy to misshape outworn words. From the ceiling, red thread-wound slinkies suspend, sprung by a man's time spent winding. Naked plaster Venus starts from her washstand confusing me for a puzzled god in her angled mirror. Rubber-tube-pierced acrylic globes float in blood-flecked oil slowly filling each tube. A mounted knight droops in despair counseled by a thick-lipped goat skittering on the butt of his lance. Numbers and dismembered limbs flung across a rectangular blank answers faith with intimation. At the center of all this, the upturned face of a man seen, from the right side, earnestly seeking what he hasn't made up his mind about already, upper lip a smooth half-smile of vision, from the left side, a sinner's mask, dimpled where two lips meet tenderly in half-kiss, then, face on, its conflicts less resolved than invisible, its mouth a poem of pursed silence. Thus confronted, I place cold hands upon that cold upturned seeker's ghost made black metal, my thumbs on its pitted irises, fingers in its ears, press our foreheads together. You, Rodin, read the gallery thoughts of one who is also the imprint of thumbs in clay warm with vigorous kneading; is this the last exhaustion, chapel of tortured beauty prefiguring death? I look, the guard still gone, rap the skull with my knuckles. Rap again that ringing. |
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